Monday, July 8, 2013

07.08.13 Love Bites & From this world

I have been bitten by my babies before but never like this before. We had let out our little badass, (he hates all his brothers), and did not realize that my baby's crate was not latched shut.  He walks up to me says hello and says I love you Mousey!  Moose precedes to show Grizzly how much he loves him by biting him.  Unfortunately, I had just taken off Moose's halter for a brushing, so I was trying to hold Moose off by his head and Grizzly with my other hand.  My hand had slipped and left Moose and went straight into Griz's mouth.  We got them separated, and I immediately cussed. My hand hurt like crazy, I had two bite marks, not punctured, on top between my thumb and second finger and an actual deep but small puncture on the webbing between my thumb and second finger.  We slipped an ice pack in the towel around my hand to help numb the pain.  My stomach was so twisted up that I was trying to run to the bathroom.  I made it about 20 feet before I hollered at my mom I was going to pass out.    I have never felt that nauseous or faint before.  As soon as I laid down on my bed I felt better, sat back up almost passed out, and laid down again.  My baby then came and sat on the bed with me and told me he loved me by licking my face.  My mom said my reaction was just from severe adrenaline/pain rush.  Actually my hand was not in that  much pain because there was so much pain that I was numb did not feel any medicine.   This made being a cashier very painful and I had to check people out with one hand for two weeks.  This happened on the first of June and just now I have regained full flexibility in my hand.  I still love my puppy and they have not had a brotherly fight in a long time.

This book review is, of course, provided courtesy of Goodreads first reads program, provided free for a honest review.

                                                From This World
                                                  Daniel Adsett

This book follows Vikram around as he tries to come to terms with isolation vie aliens.  It's not very sci-fi heavy with only some talk about the aliens (which came out fine I just wish it was introduced earlier in the book as I found myself skimming ahead frequently to find more about the aliens).  Human beings are social beings.  Or are they?  What happens when aliens only approach groups of human beings, would you want to be approached?  If not, the only way to avoid them is to isolate yourself from any contact with a single human being.  Vikram is a teenager who describes his life to us through journal entries describing what little interactions he had before the aliens came and how his life is affected afterwards; a forced almost exiled like life.

I really could have done with or without reading this book, I am left feeling neutral.  I can see this book really resonating with some people with his intense feeling of loneliness mixed with paranoia.  While most people could sympathizes with loneliness it’s the paranoia that is hard to contend with.  When Vikram talks about his love of Marilyn I thought “oh, god please do not tell me he is serious”, after every talk with her he reinvisions the encounters into how she loves him, even after something as simply as saying hello that she was looking to talk with somebody and make friends.  Before he would meet her he would envision her devoting her self endlessly to him, actually meet her, she gives off zero hints or talks of undying love and he then proceeds to look at her as being in love with him.  I think he was slightly unhinged and was unable to understand social interaction before the aliens came anyways.  The book does do a good cover of what could happen to the planet if most of the humans were gone, could we survive in our current lifestyle, what stereotypes would be most likely to survive.  Vikram’s feeling of intense loneliness, sometimes delirious loneliness, and all around craziness are vivid, believable, I can almost experience them myself when I read them in the book; this is most likely to happen if you have experienced it yourself before though.  Vikram was not emotionally capable of living in a heightened state of awareness due to hiding from aliens while combined with survival instincts, and a mix of vulnerability and strength.  He chose to hide from the aliens but could not mentally stand being isolated.  Spoiler Vikram cracks.  I was not attached to any of the characters in the book, I did feel the emotional range exhibited, and enjoyed the prose which was wonderful.  While I did not feel drawn to the story; I found it mildly interesting, or characters; while well developed did not leave me feeling anything, I felt the writing was enjoyable enough that I would look forward to reading something else by Mr. Daniel Adsett.      ☆☆★★